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Friday, 22 February 2019

DHL v. Lisa Jewell and bullying

Hi - I'm reading "Watching You: Brilliant psychological crime from the author of
THEN SHE WAS GONE" by Lisa Jewell and wanted to share this quote with you.

"Freddie nodded. ‘It’s horrible.’
But then he straightened and said, ‘But it wasn’t my dad. Was it?’
She looked at the article and thought that people not being charged with crimes didn’t mean they hadn’t committed them. It just meant that no one could find enough evidence to say that they had. But she didn’t say that.
She smiled instead and said, ‘Doesn’t look like it.’
‘She was being bullied,’ he continued, pointing at the relevant section.
‘That’s probably why she did it. That happens a lot, doesn’t it? People being bullied at school and killing themselves?’
‘Yes,’ she said vaguely,
‘yes it does.’
‘So, that’s probably what happened. Isn’t it?’
‘Yes,’ she said again. But if that was the case then why was Viva’s mother hitting Mr Fitzwilliam?
Why was she not hitting the bullies who had hounded her daughter to her death?
What was in Viva’s diary that had made her mother believe that Mr Fitzwilliam was to blame for her death? There was no way of knowing. The only people who would know what was written in Viva’s diary were her family. The Harts.
‘Here,’ she said, turning the screen towards herself again and pressing the back button.
‘Let’s see what else we can find.’ She scanned through the search results until she found an article accompanied by a photograph. She zoomed right in on the photo and stared for a while at the image: a pretty girl with long, very dark hair, big eyes and an air about her of imminent hilarity. She looked kind, Jenna felt, and thoughtful. It was impossible to imagine this girl taking herself to a dank old chicken shop, chopping off all her beautiful hair with a pair of scissors and hanging herself with a pair of tights. It was impossible to imagine her being dead. The mother’s name was given in this article. She was called Sandra. No father was mentioned. She typed in Sandra Hart but it brought her full circle back to the newspaper articles about her daughter. Then she went on to Facebook and clicked on a few ‘Sandra Harts’, but each turned out to be too young or too old or to have no connection with anyone or anything apposite to any elements of the Genevieve Hart story. And then she clicked on a Sandra Hart who lived in Sheffield and had been born in Derby in 1957. Her page was set to private, so Jenna clicked on the only link that was available: her friends’ list. She only had twenty-two. Jenna went through them one by one until she got to the profile of a younger woman called Rebecca Louise Hart. Her page was also set to private but her personal information was available,"

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Have to give a win to Lisa on this one.
I don't actually know of anyone who has killed themselves due to DHL bullying, but I know they've been close.

DHL v Lisa Jewell

Hi - I'm reading "Watching You:
Brilliant psychological crime from the author of
THEN SHE WAS GONE" by Lisa Jewell and wanted to share this quote with you.

"her mum’s side and touched her shoulder.
Her mother clasped her hand over hers.
‘My daughter knows what I’ve been through.
She can tell you.
She can tell you everything.
Maybe then someone will listen.’
‘Mum, we’re going home now.’ Jenna gently pulled her mum to her feet and started to lead her towards the door.
‘I’ve written to the chief superintendent three times in the last six months. I’ve written to my councillor and my MP. Nobody wants to know. I get fobbed off with these meaningless stock replies. Maybe now, maybe someone will actually listen. And you two!’
Her mother turned suddenly as they neared the front door and pointed at the embarrassed-looking couple.
‘I’m sorry I had to approach you both so heavy-handedly. I can see that wasn’t ideal. But as long as decent people like you keep believing what you’re told about people like him, nothing will ever change.’
‘Come on, Mum.’ Jenna kept her moving.
The police officer held open the door and finally her mum was out of the hotel bar, on the pavement. People stopped and watched.
Traffic slowed as it passed.
The two police officers escorted Jenna and her mum back to their house and stayed"

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Feel like you're banging you're head against a brick wall?
I do.

I get the impression DHL know this, and that's why they can get away with more or less anything they want.
I'm not beaten yet.

DHL v. Peter James

Hi - I'm reading "Dead If You Don't (Roy Grace Book 14)" by Peter James and wanted to share this quote with you.

Another great read from Peter James

"Roy Grace arrived home at 10.30 p.m.
As he climbed out of his car, nearly on his knees with exhaustion, a text appeared on his job phone.
It was from Cassian Pewe.
I want you in my office at 9am without fail, Roy.
He stood, staring at it, thinking about something he had read in a management training course he had been on, some years back.
Too often in organizations, sooner or later incompetent people fail upwards.
He was so tempted to text that to the ACC. Instead he sent a terse, one-word reply.
Fine.
It might have been nice if his boss had said a thank-you for what he had done today –even just a tiny one.
But it seemed Cassian Pewe had been born with the ability to give praise missing from his DNA.
Humphrey barked as Roy walked in the pitch-darkness from the car towards the house.
The security light came on.
He unlocked the front door and patted the excited dog, then went through to the living room.
Cleo, looking as drained as he felt, was on the sofa, a glass of white wine on the coffee table in front of her, watching the news.

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"Too often in organizations, sooner or later incompetent people fail upwards."
I've heard a similar phrase before, usually applied to the brown nosers using the work and results of others to gain promotion.
DHL Managers? I think so.

As do others

DHL v. One Step Ahead

Hi - I'm reading "ONE STEP AHEAD: detectives hunt a serial killer who knows all their moves (The DSI Jeffrey Brandt Murders Trilogy Book 1)" by DENVER MURPHY and wanted to share this quote with you.

"Well this is it, thought McNeil.
Any hopes of being allowed to quietly slip back into the anonymity of his old role had been dashed.
He would now have to face the humiliation and injustice of being blamed for merely following orders.
Whilst he knew that he would want to stand up for himself and argue that any fallout from that day was Johnson’s responsibility for hatching the risky, not to mention ethically questionable, plan, he also still felt somewhat intimidated by her. Even if he could brave the inevitable wrath that would immediately meet his accusations, he could do nothing to stop her exacting revenge by ensuring he was given nothing more high profile in the future than shoplifting. He could of course make a formal complaint but as modern as the police was in the 21st century, and as much as official policy endorsed whistle-blowing, the truth was tradition came above everything. A grass was still a grass, and a grass could not be trusted; shunned forevermore by his colleagues. If Sergeant Andrews had an opinion on how best to handle the situation, he clearly wasn’t keen to share it and maintained his focus on completing sections in his logbook.
All that remained for McNeil was to get this over and done with, in the hope that he might be allowed to leave early and crack on with his plan to quickly fall into an inebriated oblivion. It was as he neared the top of the stairs that he remembered he still didn’t know the code to enter the plain clothes’ floor. Just as he was about to gingerly knock, like a school pupil at the door to the staffroom, he heard footsteps behind.
Without greeting, Johnson brushed past him and started punching numbers into the keypad.
McNeil was hit by the strong aroma of fresh cigarette smoke mixed in with whatever perfume she had applied that morning. Although she held the door open behind her, she did not look in McNeil’s direction and strode across the floor towards her office.
That none of the few detectives in the room glanced in either of their directions was small comfort. He walked into Johnson’s office and turned to close the door, having resolved to speak first; hoping that a heartfelt, in tone at least, apology might go some way to fixing things
 Nevertheless, it was she who spoke first: ‘Who shat in your cornflakes?’
‘I’m sorry?’ Not quite the apology McNeil had intended.
‘I said, why are you looking so glum all of a sudden?’
‘But, ma’am, the flat… Sarah, Josh…’
‘Ah, bollocks to that. So what?’
‘But I thought you would be…’ Was all he could manage in reply.
‘Nah, it was a long shot anyway.’ She smiled and eased back in her chair.
‘And as for that contemptuous little twat, I would love to have seen the look on his face when he saw all those automatic weapons trained on him.’"

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Have to rate this as a draw, both side stepping their whistle-blowing policies.

Denver Murphy on Radio

Hi - I'm reading "ONE STEP AHEAD: detectives hunt a serial killer who knows all their moves (The DSI Jeffrey Brandt Murders Trilogy Book 1)" by DENVER MURPHY and wanted to share this quote with you.

I'm really with Denver on some of these quotes

"Chapter Eleven
Brandt was singing.
He had never liked listening to the radio and failed to understand why it was so popular.
Why would you spend your time hearing a bunch of songs you didn’t like on the off chance something might be played that was bearable?
Worst of all was those annoyingly cheerful DJs, so stuck for something to say, they invited contributions from dim-witted listeners who had nothing better to do than to call in and share their inane anecdotes.
The only time he tended to switch on the radio was to listen to the news, and for that he deliberately selected a station which didn’t play music at all.
But today was an exception.
Today he was in a good mood.
As soon as he turned on the ignition, he had surfed through the pre-programmed stations on the car’s stereo and had quickly settled on Radio 2.
Most of what was being played was modern stuff he didn’t recognise but currently it was David Bowie’s Let’s Dance. Having never bought a Bowie track in his life, he was surprised to find how many of the words he knew. For those he didn’t, he was quite happy to mumble his way along until the chorus came around. His singing continued with the next song: Lady In Red. It was one of his ex-wife’s favourites but even that didn’t bother him.
She had loved Stars In Their Eyes, an irritating 1990s so-called talent competition where people got made over to supposedly look like the artist they were going to attempt to perform as. Soon after they had started dating, he remembered her crying when the real Chris De Burgh surprised some loser in the middle of the song and turned it into a duet. However, he doubted if his bitch of a wife or if any of the morons who watched it were hearing the lyrics in the same way he did today:"

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Denver Murphy on Football

Hi - I'm reading "ONE STEP AHEAD: detectives hunt a serial killer who knows all their moves (The DSI Jeffrey Brandt Murders Trilogy Book 1)" by DENVER MURPHY and wanted to share this quote with you.

Great quote from a really good book. Having watched a bit of Spanish football recently, the broken leg scenario gets taken to the extreme.

"Similarly, he had found a way of getting Franklin to agree to meet up when it had seemed he would be too busy. But on the other hand, he didn’t even know what Arsenal game Franklin had been referring to, much less had tickets for them.
Brandt hated football; ninety minutes of watching massively overpaid prima donnas falling to the ground and writhing in mock-pain as though they had broken their legs, only to jump up and celebrate scoring a goal like they had just discovered the cure for cancer.
And that was watching it on television from the comfort of his armchair.
The only enjoyment it had ever provided him was the fact that his wife had hated it more. Switching it on had been Brandt’s way of driving her from the sitting room; something he found all too tempting in the latter years of their marriage. Now, not only would he have to go to a game by choice, but he would have to pay for the privilege. As Brandt headed into the kitchen to fire up his laptop, he tried to reassure himself that he had made the right decision under difficult circumstances, and what he would gain from the day would be worth the hassle.
After twenty minutes on the internet and a frustrating phone call, he realised that the effort required to make this work was far greater than he had imagined. His initial relief at discovering they were playing at home, rather than somewhere like Newcastle, was tempered by who their opponents were. Even Brandt’s limited knowledge extended to an appreciation that a game between Arsenal and their north London rivals Tottenham Hotspur was likely to increase demand for tickets."

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Sunday, 10 February 2019

DHL v. Ultimatum (Tina Boyd 6) by Simon Kernick


Hi - I'm reading "Ultimatum: (Tina Boyd 6)" by Simon Kernick and wanted to share this quote with you.

It's a great read, pity I started with book 6 though

Beyond the corridor walls, Tina could hear the faint sound of cell doors clanking and the staccato shouts of prisoners. The air felt hot and artificial, with an unpleasant undercurrent of cleaning products, reminding her of a hospital.
The guard’s words unnerved her, even though she’d heard the same thing from different sources plenty of times.
It was always disconcerting to know that however hard you fought, the war against the bad guys was ultimately unwinnable.
‘The whole country’s a tinderbox, Officer Thomson,’ she said.
‘The riots in 2011 showed that. We’ve just got to make sure we do our bit and keep blowing out the matches.’ She decided to change the subject.
‘This attack on Garrett by Eric Hughes. Do you think it was spontaneous, or planned?’
‘It’s difficult to tell. Hughes is a nasty piece of work –they both are –but there was no history of conflict between the two of them. The men in here are some of the most dangerous in the country, and they’re living in unnatural conditions, so their behaviour can get unpredictable.’
‘What about the camera? I heard it was tampered with.’ ‘It was broken, but we’re not sure it was deliberate.’
‘Do you know how long it was broken for?’
Thomson shrugged. ‘Things like that are meant to be fixed straight away for health and safety reasons, but we’re like everyone else. Short of money and short of staff. So it could have been a while.’
‘Would the prisoners have known the camera was out of order? I mean, it would explain why Hughes attacked Garrett where he did.’
‘I honestly don’t know,’ he answered, but Tina’s antennae picked up something in his voice that made her think he might be lying. She filed it away for future reference. They stopped at a set of heavy double doors and Thomson used a card to swipe them through.
He nodded at a guard on the other side, who unlocked another set of doors, and then they were into the maximum-security section of the prison. It was far quieter in here, and the smell of cleaning fluids stronger, making Tina feel slightly nauseous. Thomson turned to her as they walked down a windowless tunnel illuminated with garish strip lighting.
‘Be careful of our Mr Garrett. He might be polite and quiet, but I wouldn’t trust him an inch.’
‘Don’t worry, Officer Thomson. I can look after myself.’
‘So I’ve heard, Miss Boyd. So I’ve heard.’
They stopped outside a door where two more prison officers stood guard.
‘He’ll be handcuffed for the duration of your interview, and there’s a panic button in case he tries anything. Press it and we’ll intervene immediately.’
Tina smiled. ‘Thanks, but I’m sure he won’t do anything stupid. He knows there’s no way out of here.’ Officer Thomson nodded.
‘Exactly,’ he said, opening the reinforced door. ‘Right now, he’s got nothing to lose.’"


"‘No. I’ve got to say I’m surprised. I’m not even working on the Stanhope case.’
‘The reason is I trust you. And I also think you can get things done. Most people do what they’re told, fill in the forms they’re meant to fill in, and let their bosses make the big decisions. That’s why this country’s in such a parlous state. Nobody likes taking responsibility any more. If it had been any other copper sitting where you are today, things would move slowly. With you, I think we might be able to get somewhere.’
Tina resisted telling him that as a DC in a mid-sized CID department, she really wasn’t in that powerful a position.
‘I’ll do what I can,’ she said. He nodded slowly
‘I know you will. I hear there’s a team still investigating the events at the Stanhope. I’m assuming they briefed you before you came here.’"

"within the police service itself, he ran eleven crackhouses across north-east London that were reputed to net him more than two hundred grand a week. And they were never shut down because one of Tyndall’s front companies bought the properties being used to sell the dope as well as the properties next door (usually at knockdown prices) so that complaints from neighbours were kept to a minimum, which meant the cops weren’t too interested either.
If no one reports a crime, there’s an argument that a lot of target-obsessed senior coppers subscribe to that says it’s not actually being committed.
Ergo, everyone –dealers, addicts, civilians, the law –stays happy.
One of the headaches you’ve got as a crack entrepreneur, though, is getting the cash out of your establishments and into your own grubby mitts. You need men you can trust for this. Men who are reliable, and who scare"


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It was always disconcerting to know that however hard you fought, the war against the bad guys was ultimately unwinnable. - I suspect that the bad guys know how to play the rules, so that's a win for DHL, but I'm not beaten yet.

Wednesday, 30 January 2019

DHL & Silence Of The Grave (Reykjavik Murder Mysteries Book 2)


Hi - I'm reading "Silence Of The Grave (Reykjavik Murder Mysteries Book 2)" by Arnaldur Indridason, Bernard Scudder and wanted to share this quote with you.

"Erlendur read the message.
“Dave got an Icelander or a soldier who spoke Icelandic to write the note for him.
Mum always kept it, and, of course, I’ll take it to the grave with me.”
Erlendur looked at the note.
Although written in clumsy capitals, the words were very clear.
I KNOW WHAT HE DOES TO YOU.
“Mum and Dave talked about her contacting him as soon as my stepfather got out of prison, and he would come to help her. I don’t know the exact arrangements.”
“Couldn’t anyone at Gufunes help her?” Elínborg asked.
“Plenty of people must have worked there.”
Mikkelína looked at her.
“My mother had suffered abuse at his hands for a decade and a half. It was physical violence, he beat her, often so brutally that she was bedridden for days afterwards. And it was psychological too, which was maybe a worse form of violence because, as I told Erlendur yesterday, it reduced my mother to nothing. She started to despise herself as much as her husband despised her; she thought for a long time of suicide, but partly because of us, her children, she never went further than contemplating it. Dave made up for some of this in the six months he spent with her, and he was the only person she could have asked for help. She never mentioned to anyone what she’d been through in all those years and I think she was prepared to suffer the beatings again if need be. At worst he’d attack her and everything would be back to normal.”
Mikkelína looked at Erlendur.
“Dave never came.”
She looked at Elínborg.
“And nothing went back to normal.”

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Psychological violence - That's a win for DHL

Saturday, 26 January 2019

DHL and The Snow Girls


Hi - I'm reading "The Snow Girls" by Chris Mooney and wanted to share these quotes with you.



"He picked up a stack of files from one of the two chairs in the corner of the room. Darby looked out through the window, into the bullpen, where a handful of cops were openly staring at her in disgust and contempt. Years ago, back when she was working an investigation for Boston’s Criminal Investigative Unit, she had uncovered a decades-long string of police corruption that extended up to the commissioner and the FBI’s Boston office. These same people who had sworn to protect and serve had also orchestrated the murder of her father, Big Red McCormick, who had discovered the seeds of a criminal enterprise operating within the Boston PD. He had been shot while on duty. Her father was strong. He had lasted a month before her mother decided to take him off life support. Darby insisted on being at the hospital. She was thirteen. The reason for the vitriol she was witnessing right now was a result of her committing the cardinal sin of law enforcement: going public with the truth instead of playing the role of the good soldier and keeping the matter confined within Boston PD, where the bureaucrats and spin doctors would work tirelessly to bury the matter. She was branded a rat, ostracized for not following their rules. Then she’d lost her job. Kennedy saw where she was looking.
‘Ignore them.’
Don’t worry, I am. She said,
‘You must’ve made a helluva lot of friends, asking me to come here.’
‘You’re the best at what you do. Granted, you have the subtlety and grace of a wrecking ball, but you do get results.’ He chuckled.
‘Have a seat.’
Kennedy was well into his early fifties but except for his hair, which had gone from black to a steel-grey, and maybe an extra ten or so pounds, he still looked like the same beat cop she remembered from her days in Boston –the tough and crafty baseball catcher who’d earned a free ride to Boston College. He would’ve gone pro if he hadn’t suffered a devastating knee injury, one that tore both his ACL and MCL, during his junior year.
‘Who’d you piss off?’ Darby asked, looking around his office.
‘That’s a mighty long list. Could you be more specific?’
"‘You worked homicide; now you’re stuck in Bedlam working cold cases.’
‘I needed a change of pace.’
‘What’s the real reason?’
‘Doctor’s orders.’
‘High blood pressure?’
Every homicide detective she knew suffered from it. That or alcoholism. Depression. The list went on and on.
‘That and the two heart attacks that followed,’ Kennedy said.
‘Why didn’t you retire? You put your time in.’
‘And do what? Take up golf? Besides, my wife would kill me, having me around all day. Can I get you coffee? Water?’
‘I’m all set.’
Darby took a seat.
‘So,’ he said, hiking up his trousers as he lowered himself into the chair. ‘Claire Flynn.’
Two days ago, Darby had been in Long Island, New York, winding up her consulting gig on a possible serial killer who, over a three-year period, had dumped the bodies of six women, all prostitutes or runaways, in the dunes. Kennedy called her out of the blue, asked if she’d take a look at a case Darby had worked more than a decade ago, and one that still haunted her: Claire Flynn, a six-year-old Belham girl, who, on a snowy night eleven years ago, went up a hill with her slightly older friend and never came down. It had been Darby’s first case. She’d flown in yesterday morning and spent the next twenty-four hours poring over the evidence, the police reports, everything.
‘What’s your verdict?’ he asked.
‘She’s dead.’"


"‘You’ve got stacks of cold cases in here. Why Claire Flynn?’
‘Because I don’t like paedophiles,’ he said.
‘And I especially don’t like how the Catholic Church, under the leadership of that arrogant prick, Cardinal Law, may he not rest in peace, knew full well that Byrne and those other priests were paedophiles. What did he do? He shuffled them around for something like fifteen years, put the reputation of the Church ahead of stopping child rape.’
Kennedy was right. Boston’s Cardinal Bernard Law had, for nearly two decades, shuffled known paedophile priests to other parishes all over the Commonwealth of Massachusetts rather than reporting their crimes. It went on until 2002, when the Boston Globe broke the story, which went global. It seemed Law wasn’t the only one who’d put the needs of the Church above the needs of humanity: hundreds of similar stories kept popping up not just in the US but also all over the world. The Catholic Archdiocese of Boston had sold many of its properties to help defray the staggering legal costs and the nearly $ 100 million settlement for the victims of sexual abuse.
‘The state didn’t have a mandatory reporting law,’ Darby said.
‘Cardinal Law wasn’t under any legal obligation to come forward with any sexual-abuse claims.’ ‘Doesn’t make it right.’
‘Didn’t say it did.’ Kennedy waved his hands, as if surrendering.
‘But we’re not talking about that sick bastard Law. We’re talking about our sick bastard. Byrne abducted two girls before Claire Flynn.’
‘There’s no evidence that supports he –’
‘First church Byrne was sent to out of seminary was down in New Bedford,’ Kennedy said.
He was leaning forward in his seat now, elbows resting on his thighs, his eyes heated with anger, or frustration, or maybe a combination of the two.
‘He was an English teacher at St Bartholomew, taught first and second grades. Was there for something like fifteen years.’
‘Eighteen.’ ‘Right, eighteen. Sorry, senior moment.
"‘Now, we don’t know too much about what happened back then. Totally different time period –nobody would believe a priest was capable of molesting kids and, because the victims were underage, their parents didn’t want to go to the police, have it get around town. What we do know is that Byrne took a special interest in his female students, asked certain ones to stay after class, to come visit him alone in his office for talks that often involved their sitting on his lap. And now we know the Church, behind the scenes, came in and intimidated the hell out of the families, bought their silence. Cardinal Law didn’t put a stop to it, even after Byrne’s last year there, when Mary Hamilton vanished without a trace during a snowstorm.’
Darby had read the case file: how the Hamilton girl, who was roughly the same age as Claire Flynn, had been abducted while playing in a friend’s backyard. The friend’s mother, who had been out with the girl, supervising, had gone into the house to fetch her cigarettes. When she came out, Mary Hamilton was gone: her daughter told her that a man had come out of the bushes and grabbed Mary. She was never seen again. The friend told the police that the man who had grabbed Mary Hamilton wore a priest’s collar. She hadn’t seen the abductor’s face.
‘A few months after that,’ Kennedy said, ‘the Catholic Church sends Byrne for a little R & R at that private spa resort they’ve got in upstate Connecticut for treating priests who like molesting kids. Our man spends not even a month there and the Church decides that’s enough, he’s rehabilitated, and Law sends him to another church –this one up north, in Nashua, New Hampshire.
Year goes by, everything’s hunky-dory, and what happens next? Ten-year-old Elizabeth Levenson disappears, again during a snowstorm. Mother called the school: Byrne had offered to give the Levenson girl a ride home, and did. He admitted to that.’
‘The Nashua police found no evidence or eyewitnesses tying him to that crime –he wasn’t even a suspect at the time. Same deal in New Bedford.’
‘Then the Church ships him here and we know what happens next. This isn’t a series of coincidences –it’s a goddamn pattern.’
‘Any particular reason you’re so laser-locked on Byrne?’
‘You don’t think he’s our guy?’
‘I was wondering why you’re so heated up about him all of a sudden.’
‘It’s got to be Byrne. Who else could it be? And please don’t tell me Mickey Flynn’s old man. I don’t buy for one minute that Sean Flynn was behind his granddaughter’s disappearance.’
‘He made Mickey’s mother vanish into thin air.’
‘A theory that was never proven,’ Kennedy said.
‘I’m not saying it’s a bad one. After all, what sort of mother would abandon her kid, leave him to be raised by an animal like Sean?’"


"‘He’s not a priest any more. The Vatican finally stripped that from him. That was in the article right there on your lap.’
‘Yes, I know. The article also said he’s dying of pancreatic cancer.’
Dying. The word pressed against his chest like concrete blocks. It hurt to breathe.
‘I’m worried his impending death might cause you to confront him again,’ she said.
Mickey stared at the painting behind her desk and thought about how it didn’t matter that Byrne owned a winter jacket that was an exact match to the one described by the witness, the boy on the Hill, Danny Halloran. It didn’t matter that the next morning, Saturday, when the storm broke around nine, the bloodhounds had followed Claire’s scent through the trails to the boyhood home of Richard Byrne, an old weather-beaten Victorian house where his mother still lived. It didn’t matter that Byrne was a now-defrocked priest who had abducted three young girls, including Claire.
What mattered was evidence. Evidence, Mickey had learned, was the Holy Grail.
No evidence, no case. The Belham detectives and Boston’s top crime-scene investigators had gone in with all their collective forensic expertise and power. They examined every inch of Byrne’s mother’s house, the tool shed in the backyard and the battered Ford van he drove; yet they had failed to come away with the two most important elements: DNA and fibre evidence. That meant Richard Byrne could hold a press conference and play the victim, right down to asking the public to pray for the safe return of Claire Flynn. He could, if he wanted to, stand at the top of the Hill and watch little girls sledding. Byrne was a free man and free men could do anything they wanted. Building a case takes time, Mr Flynn.
You need to be patient, Mr Flynn.
We’re doing everything we can, Mr Flynn.
Your daughter’s case is our top priority. The police were good men, he supposed, but they didn’t understand what it was like, losing a child, even though a lot of them had kids of their own. Claire was his daughter, and to ask him to be patient while the motherfucker who took his daughter went about his daily life … Mickey had reached his limit, couldn’t stand the idea of dragging that knowledge with him to bed, waking up chained to it again the next morning. Something had to be done.
Something was done.
‘Mickey?’ she asked. ‘Did you hear what I said?’
‘Yeah.’ He swallowed, then cleared his throat. ‘Yeah, I did.’"


"Cullen turned his head to the side, his gaze darting back and forth across the tall pines, the sky. He looked as though he had aged a decade. Maybe it was the angle of the sun. He definitely looked troubled, though.
‘There’s this wonderful quote about the Devil that I believe is attributed to James Garfield, our twentieth president,’ Cullen said.
A brave man, he said, is one who looks the Devil in the face and tells him he’s the Devil. It’s a nice sentiment, very noble, and makes for a good story. But those stories don’t talk about the consequences a brave man or woman suffers for doing such a thing.
Cullen turned back to her.
‘I’d hate to see that happen to you.’
‘I’ve dealt with his kind before.’
‘And at significant physical and mental costs, from what I’ve read.’
‘I appreciate your concern, Father –’
‘But you’re going to talk to him anyway.’
‘The man is dying. If I can convince him –’
‘Richard isn’t going to give you what you want. He isn’t going to tell you anything about those girls. That he asked to speak to you tells me he has something he can use to hurt you.’
‘Such as?’
‘I don’t know. What I do know –what I can promise you –is that when you’re done speaking with him, you won’t be the same person. The man is evil, and that’s a word I don’t often use, Doctor.’
‘But that didn’t stop you from administering the last rites to him.’
‘I denied him the sacrament,’ Cullen said. ‘I won’t bore you with the specifics of canon law, but suffice to say that if someone refuses to show signs of repentance before death, the Church can refuse funeral rites, and a Catholic service. I denied Richard both. If he wasn’t willing to confess his sins to me and ask God for forgiveness, what on earth makes you believe he’ll confess anything to you?’"


‘They were right about you, what they said. You are a rat.’
She flinched at the last word.
Somewhere in the back of his mind he knew he had crossed a line –knew too that what he’d just said wasn’t entirely true.
She had exposed crooked cops and crooked politicians, one of them the Boston Police Commissioner, the first woman who’d ever held the job, for getting in bed with a well-known Irish gangster Sean had worked for once upon a time.
She had stood up and done the right thing, and she’d lost her job because of it.
Her voice was calm when she spoke.
‘You’re a good man, Mickey. I’ve always respected you, and I can’t even begin to explain how truly sorry I am for your situation. And you probably won’t believe me when I say this, but I’m on your side, and I’m trying to protect you. Which is why I’m going to ask you one last time to leave. I won’t ask you again.’
Mickey looked away from her, at the dimly lit windows of the house, and felt as though every inch of his skin were wrapped in barbed wire.
Get arrested and risk going to jail, or trust her to do whatever job she’s come here to do?
Darby’s gaze dropped to her phone.
She began to dial.
Mickey turned around, his heart tearing in half, and when he took that first step, heading back to his truck, he was so light-headed he thought he might pass out."

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Thats a win for DHL - They can get away with bullying


Thursday, 8 November 2018

More on self publishing

Other than time wise, it's not been too difficult in self publishing my book.

There is a relatively easy step by step guide to follow in creating your book, and once submitted it only takes a few hours to be approved.

I received this email;

Mon 05/11/2018 04:12
Kindle Direct Publishing <kdp-no-reply@amazon.com>
Your book is available for pre-order in Kindle Store!


Congratulations! Your book "DHL Deceit, Hypocrisy and Lies" is available for pre-order in the Kindle Store. It is available* for customers to pre-order here. If you have resubmitted your book, your changes are now live.

Thank you for uploading the final version of your book. Customers who pre-ordered the book will receive the content on the release date, 11/30/2018.






Sunday, 4 November 2018

No Further Questions by Gillian McAllister


I'm sure there's a reason I sent myself this quote.
Can't see it yet though.

Anyway, good book, well worth a read.

Hi - I'm reading "No Further Questions: You'd trust your sister with your life. But should you? The compulsive thriller from the Sunday Times bestselling author" by Gillian McAllister and wanted to share this quote with you.

"I try to pretend he’s with Marc. It’s easier that way. Marc was the only other person as watchful as me, when Xander was a toddler. ‘He’s got a Lego block in his hand,’ Marc would say. ‘Mind he doesn’t eat it.’ The anxiety of parenthood had been divided equally between us. There was no helpless man act, no inability to stack a dishwasher or remember a birthday card while seemingly having not lost the ability to go to work or remember what time the boxing was on. There was none of that bullshit, thankfully. Of course, there was another kind, as there always is. I stare at the wall, now, and not at Layla, and try to count to ten in my mind again. That doesn’t work, so I watch the second hand of a clock on the wall as it completes a full circuit. Sixteen hours. Perhaps I could ask Marc to come over. Share the load. But no. That’s not fair, is it? It wouldn’t even be fair if we were together. This is our mess. Mine and Martha’s."

There are also two more that I sent. Still have absolutely no idea about the context.

"I didn’t ask her to leave in order to be dramatic, or to make a point. That was just the first day that I had that glass-spilling-over feeling. I was at full capacity and had room for no more. She raised her hands in a kind of surrender, and turned to leave, but just before she did, she jerked her head, trying"

"Alicia had nodded, and Xander had gone to Becky. Becky’s head wasn’t in a good place, Alicia had explained later, which Carol thought was pretty fair. Of course not. Carol remembered those post-divorce days. She’d lost her house keys twice in the same week. It was as though her brain had simply emptied itself of normal life. Forgotten, Carol had said to Alicia. Becky’s first indiscretion should be forgotten. It was a one-off. And Carol had forgotten, mostly. At parents’ evening, she saw Becky across the room, wearing an artful scarf, not with Marc, yet so cordial towards him, which was interesting in itself –and recalled the incident again. But other than that, it had been forgotten, along with a handful of other parents’ indiscretions. But then it had happened again. And again. And now, Becky was missing for the fifth time in recent months. It couldn’t go on."



In The Dark (DI Fawley 2) by Cara Hunter


Hi - I'm reading "In The Dark: the #1 bestselling thriller from the author of the Richard and Judy pick 'Close to Home' (DI Fawley Thriller, Book 2)" by Cara Hunter and wanted to share this quote with you.

This quote semed very apt to me.

"This pub is Gow’s regular on a Wednesday afternoon –used to be a dingy spit-and-sawdust for the workers at the coal wharf but in the last couple of years it’s gone gastro glam. Log fires in winter, shades of paint in grey and teal, black-and-white floor tiles carefully restored. Alex loves it, and the beer’s still good too. I gesture to Gow, asking if he wants one. He nods and when the current round of questions finishes and the sheets are being collected he gets up and manoeuvres round the tables to join me. ‘What have I done to deserve this?’ he asks wryly, picking up his pint. ‘Talk to me about psychopaths. Sociopaths and psychopaths.’ He raises an eyebrow, as if to say, so that’s where you’ve got to, is it? He licks froth off his upper lip. ‘Well, some of the outer signs are remarkably similar. Both types are manipulative and narcissistic, they lie habitually, they’re incapable of taking responsibility for their actions and they have virtually no empathy. All that matters –all that even registers –is their own needs.’ ‘And how can you tell them apart?’ ‘Psychopaths are much more organized and much more patient. Sociopaths tend to act impulsively, which means they make mistakes, and it’s easier for people like you to catch them. In their case, there’s usually some traumatic factor in childhood. Abuse, violence, neglect. The usual suspects.’ ‘And psychopaths?’ He makes a face. ‘Psychopaths are born. Not made.’ He’s watching me now. ‘Does that help?’ Behind him, the quizmaster is calling people back to their seats for the next round. I nod. ‘Yes. I think so.’ He picks up the glass to go, but I stop him. ‘One more thing.’ ‘I didn’t have you down as a Columbo fan, Fawley,’ he says with a dry smile. But when he hears what I have to ask, his face darkens. When he unlocks the door and sees me his face is immediately"

as did this one,


"‘That’s the point,’ I say. ‘Perhaps that’s exactly what he wants us to think –that only a psychopath could have done that to his own child. Either way, we can’t afford to close down any line of enquiry until we’re sure it doesn’t lead anywhere. And if that sounds like a cliché, remember how a cliché gets to be a cliché.’ ‘Because it’s true,’ they mutter, sing-song. They’ve heard that one before. All except Somer, who grins suddenly, then hides it by pretending to make a note on her pad. She has a great smile; it changes her whole face. ‘But what about the body, sir?’ Baxter again. ‘If Rob killed her, how did she end up in Harper’s shed?’ ‘The two gardens back on to one another –Harper’s and Gardiner’s. And the fence at the bottom is pretty rickety –it wouldn’t be that hard to get through it.’ ‘It’s a bit of a stretch though, isn’t it, boss?’ interrupts Everett. ‘I mean, Rob Gardiner burying his wife’s body in the garden of exactly the same house where we found a girl in the cellar? I mean, what are the odds against that?’"

Close to Home (DI Fawley 1) by Cara Hunter


Hi - I'm reading "Close to Home: The 'impossible to put down' Richard & Judy Book Club thriller pick 2018 (DI Fawley 1)" by Cara Hunter and wanted to share this quote with you.

"Madigan told us,’ says Daisy slowly, her small face white to the lips, ‘that respect is something you have to earn. You get it because of the things you’ve done. You’ve never done anything. You’re not even pretty any more. That’s why Daddy’s looking for someone else. He’s going to get a new wife and I’m going to get a new mummy.’ It happens before Sharon even knows what she’s doing. The hand raised, the stinging slap, the red angry mark. She staggers a moment, horrified. Not just at what she’s done, but at the look on her daughter’s face. The cold, hard, triumphant look. ‘You’re not my mother,’ whispers Daisy. ‘Not any more. I’d rather die than be like you.’ Then she turns, picks up her school bag and walks away. ‘Daisy? Daisy! Come back here at once!’ A door upstairs bangs shut and the music starts. Thud thud thud through the thin boards. Sharon goes to the sink and pours herself a glass of water with a shaking hand, and when she turns again Leo is standing there, watching her. ‘You’ve got blood on you,’"

Respect, that's similar to something I've been saying for years.
You can't demand respect because of your position.
You have to earn it.

If your employees don't trust you because of your Deceit, Hypocrisy & Lies, then you are not going to earn their respect.

The Innocent Wife by Amy Lloyd


Hi - I'm reading "The Innocent Wife: A 2018 Richard and Judy Book Club pick: 'This book had me hooked' - LISA JEWELL" by Amy Lloyd and wanted to share this quote with you.

"Carrie held out her hands to help Sam stand. Together they got back into the car and carried on towards the court. ‘Are you sure you’re OK?’ Carrie asked. ‘Yes, I’ll be fine.’ ‘I know.’ Carrie smiled at her. ‘You’ve got to be strong, hook that eighteen-wheeler up to your balls and pull.’ There were crowds"


A great holiday read.


Saturday, 20 October 2018

Mike Brearley

You can tell that Mike Brearley has a book out, (Mike Brearley on cricket) he has been appearing all over the place.

I caught part of an interview with Gary Richardson on Sportsweek last Sunday.
Very good interview, along with the interview with Kevin Keegan, is at the time of writing is available for download.

I also downloaded the Test Match Special podcast which also included an interview with Mike Brearley.

In a discussion following Eoin Morgan's comments about potentially dropping himself, due to lack of form, I was surprised that Mike only played 39 test matches, given his success as an England captain. He was brutally honest about not scoring enough test runs, (I never scored enough runs) he never scored a test 100, but did score approximately 25,000 first class runs.

The part that really caught my interest was his comments on society in general, aligned with cheating in cricket. It is something that I have already commented on in my book. (editting still on going) 

Gary - Why do people cheat in sport?

Mike - I'm afraid to say that people tend to go close to the mark in all areas of life, they cheat in finance, they cheat on their wives, they cheat this way and that and everyone has a certain narcism who wants to be successful. I'm afraid that there is always going to be a tendency towards it in small, usually small ways, it's pretty shocking isn't it?


However, as with DHL, this doesn't make it acceptable.



Friday, 21 September 2018

Last Time I Lied by Riley Sager


An easy one for DHL management to decipher, it can't have been that long ago.

Hi - I'm reading "Last Time I Lied: by Riley Sager and wanted to share this quote with you.



"“Did you like it here?” Sasha says as bombastic music rises from her phone and exploding candy pieces reflect off the lenses of her glasses.
“At first. Then not so much.” “Why did you come back?” Krystal asks. “To make sure you girls have a better time than I did.” “What happened?” Miranda says. “Something horrible?”
She leans forward, her phone temporarily discarded as she waits for my answer. It gives me an idea. “Phones off,” I say. “I mean it.” All three of them groan. Miranda’s is the most dramatic as she, like the others, switches off her phone. I sit cross-legged on the floor, my back pressed against the edge of my bunk. I pat the spaces on either side of me until the girls do the same. “What are we doing?” Sasha asks.
“Playing a game. It’s called Two Truths and a Lie. You say three things about yourself. Two of them must be true. One is false. The rest of us have to guess the lie.” We played it a lot during my brief time in Dogwood, including the night of my arrival. The four of us were laying on our bunks in the darkness of the cabin, listening to nature’s chorus of crickets and bullfrogs outside the window, when Vivian suddenly said, Two Truths and a Lie, ladies. I’ll start.
She began to utter three statements, either assuming we already knew how the game was played or just not caring if we didn’t. One: I once met the president. His palm was sweaty. Two: My parents were going to get a divorce but then decided not to when my dad got elected. Three: Once, on vacation in Australia, I got pooped on by a koala. Three, Natalie said. You used it last year. No, I didn’t. You totally did, Allison said. You told us the koala peed on you. That’s how it went every night. The four of us in the dark. Sharing things we’d never reveal in the light of day. Constructing our lies so they’d sound real. It’s how I learned that Natalie once kissed a field hockey teammate and that Allison tried to sabotage a matinee of Les Misérables by spilling grape juice on her mother’s costume five minutes before curtain.
The game was Vivian’s favorite. She said you could learn more about a person from their lies than their truths. At the time, I didn’t believe her. I do now.""“I’ll start,” Miranda says. “Number one: I once made out with an altar boy in the confessional during Christmas mass. Number two: I read a hundred books a year, mostly mysteries. Number three: I once threw up after riding the Cyclone at Coney Island.” “The second one,” Krystal says. “Definitely,” Sasha adds. Miranda pretends to be annoyed, even though I can tell she’s secretly pleased with herself. “Just because I’m smoking hot doesn’t make me illiterate. Hot girls read.” “Then what’s the lie?” Sasha says. “I’m not telling.” Miranda gives us an impish grin. “Let’s just say I’ve never been to Coney Island, but I go to mass all the time.”
Krystal goes next, telling us that her favorite superhero is Spider-Man; that her middle name is also Crystal, although spelled with a C; and that she, too, threw up after riding the Cyclone. “Second one,” we all say in unison. “Was it that obvious?” “I’m sorry,” Miranda says, “but Krystal Crystal? No parent would be that cruel.”
When it’s time for her turn, Sasha nervously pushes her glasses higher onto her nose and wrinkles her brow in concentration. Clearly, she’s not used to lying. “Um, my favorite food is pizza,” she says. “That’s number one. Number two: My favorite animal is the pygmy hippopotamus. Three: I don’t think I can do this. Lying’s wrong, you guys.” “It’s okay,” I tell her. “Your honesty is noble.” “She’s lying,” Miranda says. “Right, Sasha? The third one is the lie?” Sasha shrugs broadly, feigning innocence. “I don’t know. You’ll have to wait and see.”
“Your turn, Emma,” Krystal says. “Two truths and one lie.” I take a deep breath, stalling. Even though I knew this was coming, I can’t think of suitable things to say. There’s so much I could reveal about myself. So little I actually want to have exposed. “One: My favorite color is periwinkle blue,” I announce. “Two: I have been to the Louvre. Twice.” “You still need to give us a third one,” Miranda says. I stall some more, mulling the possibilities in my head, ultimately settling on something perched between fiction and fact. “During the summer of my thirteenth year, I did something terrible.” “Totally the last one,” Miranda says to nods of agreement from the others. “I mean, if you truly had done something terrible, you’re not going to admit it during a game.” I smile, pretending that they’re right. What none of them understand is that the point of the game isn’t to fool others with a lie. The goal is to trick them by telling the truth."
I must be trying to trick them


"By the time I’m back at Dogwood, I’ve concluded that’s what it was.
A trick of the light.
A brief optical illusion.
At least that’s what I force myself to believe.
Lying to myself.
It’s the only falsehood I allow."
Ah, so it wasn't a dream, it was a trick of the light, an otical illusion
"I told you so. “I thought you were drowning,” I said. “We all did. Why would you lie about something like that?” “Why not?” “Because it wasn’t one of your stupid games!” Vivian sighed and began the swim back to the canoe. “Everything is a game, Em. Whether you know it or not. Which means that sometimes a lie is more than just a lie. Sometimes it’s the only way to win.”"
The only way to win - See DHL Leeds being ranked number one, based on lies. If I've not mentioned it on here, it's definitely in the book.
"But that might not matter for much longer. Because. I. Found. It. That clichéd missing piece that ties everything together. Everything makes sense now. I know the truth. All I need to do is expose it. But there’s a hitch. After reading you, dear diary, Natalie and Allison want in on it. And I’ve decided I’m going to tell them everything. Because I can’t do this without their help. I thought I could, but that’s no longer an option."
I know the truth, hence the book

"“But they did come back.” A tear slips out, rolls down my cheek. “Later that night. Only they couldn’t get back into the cabin.” “Why?” Miranda asks. I know I should stop. I’ve already said too much. But there’s no turning back now. I’m tired of omitting things, which is practically the same as lying. I want to speak the truth. Maybe that’s what might finally heal me. “Because I locked the door behind them.”"


The last line in the book, it is so apt.
Thanks Riley

"You will refuse to cover her up. The time for lies is over."

Saturday, 15 September 2018

The Late Show - Michael Connelly


One of my favourite authors, and a bargain @ 99p in a Kindle format. Another great read from Michael, he of the Bosch books. A few more quotes that spurred several significant thoughts. I'll leave you to make the connections.
I like the way you can email the quotes to yourself on Kindle.


Hi - I'm reading "The Late Show" by Michael Connelly and wanted to share this quote with you.

"He just wanted a place to be left alone to do his job. The police headquarters downtown was called the PAB, for Police Administration Building. Guys like Jenkins believed that PAB stood for Politics and Bureaucracy, or Politics and Bullshit, take your pick."

"For nearly five years they had been partners in the Homicide Special Section, until Chastain had chosen not to back Ballard in the complaint she had filed against Olivas. Without his confirmation of the lieutenant’s behavior—which he had directly witnessed—there was no case. Internal Affairs concluded that the complaint was unfounded. Olivas kept his job and Ballard was transferred to Hollywood Division. The captain at Hollywood, an academy classmate of Olivas’s, put her on the night shift with Jenkins. The late show. End of story. Ballard turned away from her old partner and looked at the ceiling"

"He was a closer, no doubt, and was deservedly the lieutenant’s go-to guy on the squad. The only problem was that outside of his cases his moral compass didn’t always point true north. He made choices based on political and bureaucratic expediency, not right and wrong. Ballard had learned that the hard way. Dr. J. patted Chastain on the shoulder so that he would move out of the way"

"“What are you talking about?” “I’m talking about when you told me to back off the complaint. About how you said Olivas was going through a bad divorce and losing half his pension and not acting right and all of that bullshit—as if it made what he did to me okay.” “I don’t understand what that has to do with—” “You didn’t even keep my number in your phone, Kenny. You washed your hands of the whole thing. You’re not sorry about anything. You saw an opportunity back then and you took it. You had to throw me under the bus but you didn’t hesitate.” “No, you’re wrong.” “No, I’m right. If anything, you feel guilty, not sorry.” She stood up at her desk to get on equal footing with him. “Why the hell did I ever think you would"

"It wasn’t Ballard’s case but Haddel was her victim and the bond was there. Ballard bent her knees sharply and took several deep digging strokes as she tried to move on from the Chastain loop she kept playing in her head. She tried to think about Ramona Ramone instead and about Officer Taylor saying that she had been at the upside-down house. Ballard wondered what that meant, and it worked on her, becoming the new loop that played in her head. After an hour on the water, Ballard had a layer of sweat building between her skin and the wet suit. It kept her warm but she could feel her muscles tightening."

"“Don’t bother,” Jenkins said. “Sleep late if you can. You need it.” “Just pisses me off that he comes in here to you because he thinks I’m out.” “Look, I’ve been reading about Japan to Marcie, and they have this saying over there: The—” “I’m talking about these men and you’re telling me about Japan?” “Would you listen to me? I’m not one of ‘these men,’ okay? I read her books about places we never got to. She’s interested in Japanese history right now, so that’s what I’m reading to her. And there’s this saying they have about conformist society: The nail that sticks out gets pounded down.” “Okay, so what are you saying?” “I’m saying there’s a lot of guys in this department with hammers. Watch yourself.” “You don’t have to tell me that.”"

"In the courtyard in front of the PAB, Ballard thanked Towson for saving her career. He said she had done that herself. “You following the reporter last night—that was genius,” he said. “That’s all we needed, and the beauty of it is, it will keep Feltzer in line. As long as you have that, you’re in good shape.” Ballard turned back to look up at the PAB. The tower of City Hall was reflected in the glass facade. “My partner on the late show, he says PAB stands for Politics and Bullshit,” she said. “This is one of the days I think he’s right.” “You take care, Renée,” Towson said. “Call if you need anything.” “You’re going to invoice me, right?” “I’ll think about that. This is a situation where the accomplishment is its own reward. The look on Feltzer’s face after he saw the loop? That was worth a million dollars.” “I’m not a pro bono case, Counselor. Send me a bill—just not for a million dollars.” “All right. I will.” The mention of money reminded Ballard of something. “By the way, do you have a business card?” she asked. “I’m going to recommend you to someone.” “Sure do,” Towson replied. He dug into his suit coat pocket and gave her a short stack of cards. “Take a few,” he said. “They’re free.” She smiled and thanked him."

"“Have you ever killed anyone before?” Hinojos asked. “No,” Ballard said. “First time.” “How are you feeling about it today?” “To be honest, I feel fine about it. If I hadn’t killed him, he would have killed me. I have no doubt.” She immediately regretted starting her answer with “to be honest.” Usually when people said that, they were being anything but honest. The session continued down avenues of questioning Ballard had fully expected. As with almost every situation an officer faced regarding internal investigations and procedures, she was well versed in what would be asked and how it should best be answered. The union newsletters carried case examples all the time that were analyzed in depth. Ballard knew that the important thing to say and project with Hinojos was that there was no second-guessing of her actions up to and including the killing of Trent. Showing regret or remorse would be wrong moves. The department needed"

"Hinojos nodded. “I’ve done this a long time,” she said. “I’ve seen long careers and careers cut short. The difference is in how you handle the darkness.” “The darkness?” Ballard said. “I work the late show. There is nothing but—” “I’m talking about the darkness within. You have a job, Detective, that takes you into the bleakest side of the human soul. Into the darkness of people like Trent. To me it’s like the laws of physics—for every action, there is an opposite and equal reaction. If you go into darkness, the darkness goes into you. You then have to decide what to do with it. How to keep yourself safe from it. How to keep it from hollowing you out.” She paused there and Ballard knew not to speak. “Find something that protects you, Detective Ballard.” Hinojos got up from her chair then and the session was over. She walked Ballard to the room’s door. Ballard nodded a good-bye. “Thank you, Doctor.” “Stay safe, Detective Ballard.”"




Sunday, 2 September 2018

Harlan Coben said


Hi - I'm reading "Fool Me Once" by Harlan Coben and wanted to share these quotes with you.

Some days, every song seems to be talking directly to you, don’t they? And some days, a lyric may hit too close to home. She drove down a narrow, quiet street. Thick woods lined both sides of it. The phone map showed that the address was at the end of a dead end. If that was the case, and she had no reason to doubt it, the residence was in a secluded spot.

Whatever you believe, accident or intentional, we the people should know. We may still want to fight the war. But we should know. Businessmen lie and cheat. Sports figures lie and cheat. Governments lie and cheat. We shrug. But imagine a world where that didn’t happen. Imagine a world where we have full accountability instead of unjust authority. Imagine a world where there are no abuses or secrets.” “Are there unicorns and pixie dust in this world?” Maya asked. He smiled. “You think me naïve?”"

The waitress left. Corey turned toward Maya. “People think I want to weaken governments or businesses. Actually I want the opposite. I want to strengthen them by forcing them to do the right thing, the just thing. If your government or business is built on lies, then build them on truth instead. So no secrets. No secrets anywhere. If a billionaire is paying off a government official to get that oil field, let the people know. In your case, if your government is killing civilians in a war—”

You are forced to be what you are by a corrupt system. Part of me wants to reveal that because, again, the truth will indeed set you free. But you’d be irreparably harmed. Claire convinced me that if I did that, I’d be no better than my colleagues who nail small-time cheaters.” Maya was getting tired of the circling. “You were more interested in hurting the war cause than hurting me.”"

"“You know the phrase that behind every great fortune is a crime? It’s true. Oh, I’m sure you could find exceptions, but scratch the surface behind every major corporation and someone got paid off or someone intimidated the competition.” “And in this case?”"


"big donations. Shock alert: Money means power and gets you stuff. Judith went"

"The desire for privacy and discretion was understandable, of course—Maya didn’t want anybody knowing about her “disorder” either—but it was probably harmful too. Doctors kept stressing that mental disease was the same as physical disease. Telling someone who was clinically depressed, for example, to shake it off and get out of the house was tantamount to telling a man with two broken legs to sprint across the room. That was all well and good in theory, but in practice, the stigma continued."

"There was no reason to sleep. The sounds would come alive if she did. Maya knew that. Let them stay quiet a little while longer. Just sit here and watch Lily. Wouldn’t that be far more restful and peaceful than hopping on that nightmarish nocturnal gerbil wheel in her head? Maya"

Lies never die. You can try to smother them, but lies will always find a way to show themselves again.” Maya nodded. “That’s deep, Kierce.” He chuckled at that. 

Always better to be cautious. Things can always be said later, but things can never be unheard. Shane leaned close, made sure nobody could hear,"

"from Sir Arthur Conan Doyle via his creation Sherlock Holmes: “When you eliminate the impossible what remains, however improbable, must be the truth.”